Almost heart breakin lers

I return hm lers. I dunno y my brain keps on wan mies tu cor tt gurl. i cor her lers. I ask her hw did al tis ting hapen,& wh start dos "deardear" "dardar" "loves iue" first. Den when i msgs her. she ask mie tu b gans mei. Den i agree lo. Den i ask her tu tels e truth. She sea, she onli remember smting he had tel her. Den i ask wat it is? She sae wat.. He wan jio her, waitin fer her ans. I bearly angry oso sad. I forward tu him. Den i ask him still gorts anitin tu sae? He hang my fone. Den i cor bak. He sae we tok at nite. Den at nites, i cor him. Den i scolded him. He noes tt he is wrong. he krys & sae sories. I xin Ruan.Den fergav him. I noe i stopids. Bats I loves him too deep. I can't afford tu lose him.